Monday, September 29, 2014

Kamu

| Kau datang dan pergi begitu sahaja..kau muncul tiba-tiba hanya untuk khabarkan berita bahawa kau kini sudah bahagia..well, tahniah for you..sebab kau da temui bahagia kau dan suri hidup kau..aku happy sebab kau tiba-tiba muncul..sebabnya kau teman lama..banyak memori lama dan cerita2 yang best untuk share..tapi aku tiada mengharapkan apa-apa sebabnya antara kita sudah agak lama tidak berhubung..aku tidak tahu banyak perkara yang kau telah lalui dan kau juga susah untuk mengagak apa yang aku telah rasai dan hadapi..jadi aku hanya bersikap rasional sebagai seorang teman lama yang happy bila berjumpa semula dengan teman yang pernah rapat suatu ketika dulu..|


| Dan sekarang kau telah menyatakan bahawa kau kini sudah mempunyai suri hidup dan hidup kau sudah bahagia..aku tumpang happy untuk kau..akhirnya aku sudah tidak perlu fikirkan bagaimanakah keadaan kau sekarang sesudah agak lama kita berpisah..tak perlu rasa bersalah atau apa-apa perasaan yang merujuk kepada perkara yang lepas itu dan aku rasa tidak perlu untuk kita bersua muka dan berjumpa..tidak ingin rasanya mencipta situasi yang tidak diingini dan tidak mahu menjemput semula perasaan yang telah lama pergi itu..|


| Tidak perlu dinyatakan tentang perasaan yang masih berbaki antara kita..itu mungkin bisa melukakan hati insan lain..lupakan tentang perasaan itu..lupakan aku..izinkan aku temui bahagiaku sendiri..maaf kerana pernah hadir dalam hidup kau dan pernah juga meninggalkan sejarah pahit dalam hidup kau..semoga tiada dendam antara kita..anggap itu semua pangajaran dalam membina diri kita yang lebih matang..whatever it is, i'm happy for you..and that's that! ^^ |


You are loved, You are not alone ^^













Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Terperangkap

muka takut lol
| Pagi ni terperangkap dalam lif kat office..lol..first time lalui pengalaman ni seumur hidup aku..selama ni dengar je cerita orang terperangkap dalam lif tu..harini aku sendiri yang mengalamni..lol..pagi tadi terlambat sikit datang office..so, tak join the breakfast geng la..lepas je thumprint, aku terus tunggu lif..and then masa dalam lif tu tiba-tiba lif stuck..antara level 1 dan Ground floor..and there were 6 students plus 3 staffs including me..we tried to call maintenance but couldn't reach because there's no coverage..one of the students tekan-tekan loceng dalam lif tu tapi no response..then she tekan yang ada logo telefon tapi not functioning..aduii aku da agak panic sebab takut tak cukup oksigen ke nanti boleh pengsan semua orang..plus lif tu memang panas..senang je kalau nak pengsan dalam tu..tapi sebab ada students so aku cuba tenangkan fikiran aku..tak nak tunjuk yang aku panic kan..haha |

| Then, tiba2 one of the staff boleh call maintenance..then they hantar orang untuk rescue kitorang..fuh, sangat mencabar pagi aku harini..and then lebih kurang beberapa minit lepas tu lif tu turun ke ground floor and kami dapat keluar..aduiii kalau ikutkan tak la seram sangat pengalaman aku sebab cepat je dapat pertolongan kan? syukur alhamdulillah..tapi bayangkan kalau lama pastu ramai lak bersesak dalam tu..tak ke mengundang namanya? heheheh tapi lepas tu guna jugak lif tu..sebab memang da xde pilihan..berdoa je la supaya tak jadi lagi peristiwa sedemikian rupa kat aku..haha |

Shine


| Yeap..Blowing out someone else's candle doesn't make yours shine any brighter..specially dedicated to those who think that they are always better than everybody...to those people, please grow up..we are human being..not all has same thoughts and same prefers as you..so, can you please respect others? phewwww..tired of this kind of people.. T.T |

Drama Time ^^

IT'S OKAY, THAT'S LOVE


PLOTJang Jae-yeol (Jo Insung) is a writer of bestselling mystery novels and a radio DJ. Playful and a bit arrogant, he also suffers from obsessive–compulsive disorder. Ji Hae-soo (Gong Hyo Jin) is a psychiatrist on her first year of fellowship. Driven and ambitious with her career yet compassionate towards her patients, Hae-soo has a negative attitude towards love and relationships in her personal life. Once Jae-yeol and Hae-soo meet, there is much contention between them caused by their strong personalities and refusal to give in to each other. But slowly their bickering turns into love and they begin to learn how compatible they are. Jae-yeol and Hae-soo attempt to heal each other's deep-seated wounds, but their fledgling relationship takes a blow when they learn that Jae-yeol's mental health issues are more serious than they initially suspected.
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| Surprisingly I watched this drama of 16 episodes for only 4 days..lol..i was so into this drama despite for the doubting whether to watch it or not at first..lol..i decided to watch it because of the story line at first..(I'm not the fan of the lead actor Jo Insung though, I'm also not a fan if Exo's D.O posts about this drama keep appeared on my tumblr timeline so it makes me curious about how good is this drama..so I decided to watch it ^^ ) |

| And there you go..the first episode changed everything..the good and interesting storyline, I started to like Jo Insung..maybe because of his character in this drama, I think I like him..lol..he played his role as a popular writer Jang Jae Yeol who also has dark history and undercover mental illness..I love how he portrayed a character as a handsome writer, who has everything, but feel lonely and guilty because he stabbed his drunk stepfather for beating him and his mother..because of the need to protect his little brother and his mother. But later, when he met Ji Hae Soo, they become so sweet..I love their moment..their chemistry is no joke..they look so good together..|

| There are so many moral and good advice we could learn from this drama (I list in point here okay?)  :


  • Everybody has their own secret, dark history of their lives, and what they have been through before..all shining smile, good look, good style doesn't mean they are happy..
  • "Your anxiety can be solved with your own will alone, but my anxiety can only be treated if the partner helps me. In conclusion, I am more unlucky than you"  
  • "Those of you who feel lonely and think that you’re alone… Know that someone out of there is praying 24 hours a day, just for you. Please remember this. You’ve never been alone, not even for one single moment"
  • People needs love..even how big your problem is, when you have someone you love beside you, you will survive and overcome the problem..all is well (when Jae Yeol diagnosed with mental illness, his girlfriend, Hae Soo never leave him, she always look after him even though she's been told to not look after Jae Yeol because she's the doctor but she still care about him.. realize that Hae Soo is always with him, Jae Yeol tried so hard to fight his illness) 
  • People with different health problem and anxiety such as seizure (as shown by Soo Kwang character), afraid of intimate (as shown by Hae Soo even though she is a doctor), hallucination (Jae Yeol who created image of his young self who wants to fight his guilt) and other schizophrenia problems..we can help them with extra cares and attention..and we should not avoid and criticize them for not being normal but we should help them.. 
Jang Jae Yeol Anxiety (hallucination because of his dark past history that happened to his family)








Joo Hae Soo and Jang Jae Yeol are meant to be with each other to support and heal each others anxiety 








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