Monday, May 28, 2012

Happy 27th Birthday Zetti!


* Yesterday was my birthday...got lots of wishes from friends and family..but no cake, no gift, no card and no gathering with friends..they seems don't care at all..so, it's okay..this is not first time happened to me, last time we gathered but seems like me myself who ask them to come not one of them to plan..so, this time around, i've done nothing just be at home..slept for long hour..felt so tired, I don't really know why..*

* It's all about acceptance..people not really accept me as an important friend in their life..i don't know why..maybe because most of the time, i like to live my life on my own..don't really like to hang out till late night anymore..maybe that's why there is a gap between me and them..but nevermind, after all, nobody will stay..so i train myself to be independent and life in my own root..it's much easier for me :) *

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Who is the next American Idol?

* heeee smile from ear to ear..drum rolls... it's Phillip Phillips..yes..root for him from the beginning but he always less get praise from the judges but i know i like his performances every week. one of my friend, he think I'm not PP's supporter when I used to like Colton Dixon..doesn't mean I like to see Colton Dixon for his pretty face, I don't like PP right?..ah forget about denial people like that..all i know, i'm happy for PP..you rock PP *






Goodbye

* Yesterday, was time for Glee Season 3 Episode Finale and the episode called "Goodbye" as most of senior at McKinley High School specially the Glee cast will graduate and continue to live their dreams...for me, the episode was great..5 stars if I could rank it, not only the bittersweet emotions that come along when we watch the episode but the way they wrote and directed the episode was awesome and I can say that Glee is the most worth television show to watch..*

* From the start, we can see how hard they find to say goodbye to each other after what they have been through and how proud their parents to pointing their fingers and said out lout "that is my boy" to show how proud they were of their kids (almost crying while typing this) and their teacher, Mr. Shue who always be with them before this have to say goodbye to these kids. we also can see how Puck can be so determine to pass his exam and graduate after get attention from the person that he used to love.  Kurt and Blaine promise of each other to stay with their relationship and try to figure out how they can make long distance relationship works while Santana has backup from her mother about to be in New York to chase her dreams and come to the last break up scene, it's happened when Rachel and Finn are ready for their wedding and suddenly Finn drove her to the railway station and she's getting confused and there you go...Finn told her to let her go because he want Rachel to achieve her dream and he want to join the army..and he said He also tells her that if they are meant to be together, the universe will tell them and it will all be alright and watching Rachel cried her heart out because she doesn't want to lose her beloved boyfriend, was so depressing but Finn did a good job and Rachel agreed to take her journey to New York alone..without her fiance..she sing and cry at the same time..the whole glee kids and Mr.Shue were there to say goodbye to Rachel..and Rachel made her way to New York, everyone waved for her and Finn..just see the picture that i attached below..sobbing already..it's such a great episode but i really hope to see they get back together in season 4..*




 

Monday, May 21, 2012

still mourning for greys anatomy season finale




*Grey's Anatomy Season 8 Finale episode last Thursday was so heart breaking!.. I don't understand why the creator of the episode always want to break their audience's heart with those kind of sad and depressing episode? this time, with plane crashed which killed Lexie, injured others like Derek, Meredith, Mark, Cristina, Arizona and the plane's pilot..Lexie died! I can't take it because I love Lexie Grey..I think she can makes we want to watch the episodes every week because of her flawlessness and what about Mark Sloan? will he be with Julia after this? Nooooo! I don't want to see that..i just want to see Mark with Lexie..i was so so sad and depressed hopefully there will be good news for the next season..ha :p *


Monday, May 14, 2012

Rude people is rude!

* Okay, aku masalah lagi dengan orang yang ajar aku amik lesen tu..bukan aku nak bawak benda tu sebagai personal matters..tapi da cara dia camtu..aku cam tak selesa la..kebetulan hari last nak belajar tu aku tak sihat..so, burn la hari tu..dia takdepon nak call ke remind aku yang aku ada kelas or ade test JPJ diam seribu bahasa..*

* So, yesterday aku pergi sebab mengenangkan aku da sangkut ny nak beli kereta lagi..perlu ada lesen kan..tapi bila aku kat tempat dia tu, dia takde..bila aku call, dah la memang rude cara dia tu..pastu siap cakap kat aku "kenapa tak call awal-awal tadi saya ada kat area wangsa maju" pastu aku tak nak marah2 kan aku cakap la "mana saya tahu encik nak ada kat mana-mana?" dia jawab lagi " haa tula..kena la call dulu" pastu entah apa-apa lagi die membebel..ya Allah..kenapa aku dijumpakan dengan lelaki yang kurang ajar camny..? aku tak faham..aku nak lulus lesen je..biar aku dapat bawak kereta..supaya hidup aku senang sikit..tapi kenapa aku terpaksa hadapi semua ini? aku sedih la..hari ni aku nekad nak call dia nak arrange jadual aku yang berbaki tu tapi ada beberapa perkara yang duk bermain di fikiran aku ny:

a) Dia akan cakap dia xde di office
b) Dia akan cakap kena bayar lagi sebab last time aku tak attend
c) Atau pelbagai lagi alasan dia akan bagi..

*So, perkara-perkara camni la yang akan patahkan semangat aku sebenarnya..tapi Allah ada bersama aku..aku yakin..pasti ada jalan..aku akan call dulu tengok camana insyaAllah kalau dia rude lagi ngan aku, akan aku ambil jalan keluar la dari situ..tak sanggup aku da berurusan dengan orang kurang ajar seperti itu..dan aku akan doakan dia..aku doakan biar die bertemu dengan orang yang berani ambil tindakan dengan perangai dia tu..lepas dengan aku sebab aku tak berani buat apa-apa nanti da jumpa yang berani takkan terlepas lagi..tengok lahh...*

* Pastu untuk urusan kereta tu, aku perlukan slip gaji...tapi masalahnya, slip gaji aku untuk bulan April aku belum dapat dan itu sedikit membimbangkan aku. yela, aku tak tahu apa2 pasal kereta ny kan..so, aku call kerani yang uruskan pasal gaji ny..aku call, suara dia cam tak sihat, so aku straightforward la tanya pasal slip gaji tu..aku tanya elok je "Akak, slip gaji kitorang untuk bulan April belum ada lagi ek?" camtu je aku tanya..ada cam kurang ajar ke? xde kan? pastu dia jawab "Takde, kalau ada nanti ktorang hantar la kat korang" pastu aku tanya lagi "oooo agak-agak bila dapat ek? sebab perlukan slip tu skang" pastu die jawab camny "takde..nanti kalau ade kitorang bagi la..tak paham bahasa ke?" boleh dia jawab camtu? ya Allah..kenapa ada ramai manusia di dunia yang bersikap kurang ajar yea? aku memang terasa hati dengan cara dia cakap..dia cakap kuat pulak tu..aku hanya tanya..kalau tak de cakap la elok-elok nak tengking2 kenapa? takpela..Tuhan je boleh tentukan apa yang balasan yang sepatutnya dia dapat dengan buat orang rasa camtu..untuk dua orang yang kurang ajar ny..aku redha je..dan berdoa semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan aku..orang-orang kurang ajar cam mereka tu, tak beri kesan pun pada aku..one day bila orang buat camtu kat dorang, dorang rasa la apa yang aku rasa..dapat cash je skang ny..tapayah tunggu lama-lama :p *

Hari Ibu

* Mendengar lagu Airmata Ibu nyanyian Siti Nurhaliza memang bisa membuatkan mataku bergenang dengan air mata..satu, sebab it's my favorite song dua, sebab skang ny semua orang celebrate hari ibu..tengok status kengkawan dorang suma celebrate hari ibu dengan ibu masing2 but me, my ibu jauh di kampung..so just boleh berdoa je la dari jauh minta diberikan kesihatan yang berpanjangan, hati yang tabah dan kuat, kasih sayang yang tak pernah pudar kepada kami dan dipanjangkan umur...deep in my heart, betapa ingin sangat aku berada di sisi ibuku pada hari di mana mereka semua meraikan hari ibu..bukan nak turut meraikan tetapi ingin memanjakan ibuku dan menyatakan bahawa aku amat menyayangi dirinya..InsyaAllah ada peluang nanti akan aku cari masa untuk pulang ke kampung dan menghabiskan masa bersama ibu tersayang..*

* Aku faham perasaan ibuku pada saat ini, ibu perlukan seseorang untuk meluahkan perasaan dan kesedihan..abah dengan perangainya camtu, adik pula tambah2 lagi..ibu di tengah2..sebab itu setiap masa aku doakan supaya hati ibu tabah..bukan senang nak berhadapan dengan masalah2 seperti ini..insyaAllah suatu hari nanti aku akan bawa ibu jauh dari segala masalah2 aku nak jaga ibu..aku nak ibu gembira setiap masa..aku nak lihat ibu senyum..bukan mengalirkan air mata..aku sayang ibu *

 * How I adore this close relationship between Lea Michele and her Mom..Lea is so cute and now, she's one of the successful person and her mom must be proud..I want my mom to feel like that too..hang in there mom, I will make you proud..soon.. :) *




Friday, May 11, 2012

Inspiration

Actually I have nobody in my life to stand behind me to support me for what ever I want to do..it's just me myself and the direction from my guts and pray and have faith..that's what i do..to be me..my family, they just be there..support or not they just being there..but i am so thankful because they are always there..it's up to me to decide what's best for my life after all, so I think it's ok for me stand on my own feet.

So, to make myself being enthusiasm, energetic, cheerful and keep practicing all the positive attitude, I use the alternative tools..which are listening to good musics, watching good movie and following my idol's spirit..who could be my idol? drum rolls....... Miss Lea Michele..she is a very good example as a successful, beautiful, optimistic and work hard independent woman... i know i can do what she did..she is only 25 years old but she has everything now..car, house, boyfriend, career and happy life..so why can't i get what she got? what i got wrong? i also a woman, 27 years old and i can do what i want to do..true..! I want a better career, a better job and preparing myself to be more skillful, compatible, brilliant and up to date..I also want to have a car..which in a process to get one..(My Purple) and of course I want a boyfriend..a supportive, cheerful, shining, positive, good career, nice smile, cute and love me for who i am..and I want to have a house..if it's not for me, maybe for my parents..insyaAllah..I think I can get all of those..one day..as long as I have you with me..to find the "you" then, that's the problem..hehe :p













 

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Lovely Prom King and Queen Ever!

I want to write about Glee latest episode, "Prom-A-Saurus" which was for me, one of the sweetest episode ever..as so many scenes involving Finchel..I know how I love Finchel so much on and off screen..hehe 

So, for this episode, Rachel who is still sad, frustrated and trying to get her spirit back from what had happened to her last week. We all know that Rachel Berry is one with big dream and she is so confident and has all the enthusiasm to reach her dreams but when she faced with failure and has to accept the fact that she will have to forget about her dream, it must be hard for her..and nobody seems to understand her except her fiance Finn and her too best buddy Kurt and Blaine..

When the candidates for Prom King and Queen announced by Coach Sue, Finn and Quinn name are enlisted and the poster of Finn and Queen as prom King and Queen hanging all over the hallway, Rachel freaked out and she don't want to see her fiance dancing with beautiful blonde cheerleader, Quinn (sit in the wheelchair currently) while she is still fight with the feeling of being a loser alone...but as Finn said, it's not a big deal he just help Quinn and then the secret come to his face when Finn found out that Quinn is using his disability to walk (after facing the accident) to gain the vote and more worst when Finn saw Quinn in girl restroom standing up..yess..she is standing on her feet at that moment and Finn loses it and try to make Quinn stand and dance with her but before the chaos build around the room full with people, Finn ran out to meet her Fiance, Rachel who's with Kurt, Blain, Puck and Jackson for their anti-prom party...

And...Finn and Rachel crowned as Prom King and Queen planned by Quinn and Santana when Quinn convinced Santana to make something difference (no clear reason here) but when they dance, Rachel still has doubt that people want to make fun of her as what they did to Kurt last year..but Finn said something inspiring to her 





"You are sexy, You are beautiful and you are an inspiration to every single person in this room just like you are to me. From where you begin to you are now. You are amazing"

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Glee "Choke" Episode

| Talking about Glee now..all can say it's so depressing!! lot of issues and problems..first about Rachel and Kurt's audition for NYADA, second about Puck and school graduation and lastly about coach Beiste who got kicked by her husband just because she forgot to cook for dinner...and what depressing me most was Rachel's choked..she choke while singing "Don't Rain on My Parade" for her audition after Kurt went well with his "Not a Boy Next Door" performance and got good feedback from the jugde...but Rachel, she got choked for first and second time tried and she cried..and I literally can feel her feeling at that time..so sad..and when she sang "Cry" it's so sad and I can feel her..I hope she will be better soon and just not give up to catch her dreams..and I'm glad when Finn, her fiance always with her by her side when she need someone to lean on..|



| Ok enough with this depression I hope for good thing in the next episode "Prom-saurus" coz Rachel look so beautiful..and for the first time, Rachel and Finn being a date to prom coz last season Finn was with Quinn and Rachel was with Jessie, Sam and Mercedes..so if Finn and Rachel win for prom King and Queen..I will be the happiest person in the world next week!! weeeeeeeeee woooooo :p |